As spring fades and summer approaches I am beginning to feel that our approval will come to late to travel in July. So my heart now looks to October. Enduring the summer with out him will be odd, as we had hoped this would be a summer of discovery for our new son. Time spend on sandy shores, gardening with his new mother, exploring the forest and eating ice cream. I know that God's timing is perfect! Armed with that knowledge I patiently wait. The waiting room of life is one of trust and peace.....IF we allow the Lord to minister to us during this time. Otherwise the waiting room is painful and full of anxiety.
So today I will work in the garden and allow my imagination to feel him here next to me. When my toes touch the warm sand, I will sense his delight at the sensation. The song that fills the forest with life, I will hear for him. Someday soon he will walk here with me and listen intently for the birds thrill of life.
